Tuesday, March 12, 2013

How I Actually Look When I Run

We've all seen that picture a few times ( a meme I suppose it is), and chuckled, and thought, "yeah, pretty much," right?  Except that little girl still looks cute.  So, let me just start out by saying I'm not looking for a bunch of compliments here.  I just want to complain.  Whine a little, maybe?  That's exactly what I've been doing for about the past month to my friends.  Complaining and whining.  It all started one day at the track here at work.  I was out there giving it all I had (looking way funnier than that little girl, rest assured).  Feeling good, doing "intervals", a "track workout."  But when I finished, my right thigh didn't feel quite right.  It felt tight.  It kinda hurt.  So, I took some ibuprofen and went on my way.  Ibuprofen can fix almost any pain for me, so when it didn't make this one go away, I was a bit alarmed.  I kept up with my training plan, not willing to let a little soreness get in my way.  However, a few days later, it hurt even when I was just walking.  Every time I put my weight on my right leg I thought "ouch." :(  I took an extra day off, tried to rest, but mostly I just battled through the pain.  It was manageable, but unpleasant.   One morning Josh said something about a stress fracture, or a stress reaction.  I totally freaked out.  I googled.  I self-diagnosed.  I thought that could be a possibility, so I made an appointment at TOC.  I had to wait a few days before I could get in though, so I didn't run those days.  I felt a little silly going in there thinking I could have a stress fracture from my measly 20-mile/week running, and I could feel myself blushing when I answered their questions.  After x-rays and a few tests of my legs, the doc concluded I have a quad strain.  Said something about the fascia, and told me to take the rest of the week off, and load up on ibuprofen.  Yay!  Only a quad strain!  I took the few more days off, felt incredibly lazy, and then worked my way back into running the next week.  Now, while I'm incredibly happy that no signs pointed to a serious problem, my leg still hurts.  I have been able to run through it for the most part, but I have had to stop a couple times.  Now, in addition to this leg pain, I also developed a gnarly sinus infection.  I couldn't speak for a good 5 days.  At all.  I ran through that too.  People at work thought I was crazy.  But, you see, I'm doing this half marathon in a few weeks.  I've worked pretty darn hard to get to where I am, and I don't want to lose that.  So!  As a stepping stone on my way to that half, I did the Huff n Puff on the Bluff 15k this past Saturday.  This was the 2nd time I've run this race in it's entirety (I've done the relay twice as well), and I knew I could get a PR :)  I put on my cute new Nike tank, my running skirt, and my new bright pink PureFlow's and thought I was looking pretty good.  Until I went and looked at the photos from the race that were posted online last night.  This is where that funny little meme comes into play, because while I thought I was out there looking cute, this is how I actually looked:

Okay, in my defense, that is at the top of a hill, after a bunch of other hills, but that is not at all how I felt I looked.  This other one is slightly better:

It's a good thing they didn't have a mirror there!  That would have totally messed me up!  And so I kept going, and I had a great race.  I had 5 miles at <10 minute pace, one really slow mile (the bluff), and then 3 others that were right around 10 minutes.  Of course my finishing picture is just awful too.  Look at me - trying like heck to stay ahead of that much old lady!  No offense to her, she's awesome, but I don't like to see all the 60 year olds who are out there in better shape than I am :p

That looks like some awful form.  Sigh...I'm still happy with my finishing time.  And I'm happy with the effort I put forth.  So, I guess I need to work a little on my wardrobe selection.  And possibly a little camera avoidance!